I like to turn the light on and off even if the bulb is not working, I like to think that I have a notebook under my bed, and that I can use it tomorrow, even if under my bed there are only boxes and boxes of memories that u need at some point; I like to look up and think that you are there, that I'll listen something that will make me laugh, that sarcastic comment that will make me thank the fact that u were my friend, and make regret of the past and the actions that took me to say goodbye.

Sometimes I change my mind every two seconds, in the first one I say that I already forgot, in teh second one I say "I'm close to", but yes, as I said before, time heals, and as I sad, I took it back, and now I'm taking back what I took back before. The vodka doesnt heal. There are lots of things that were not spoken, but I guess that the rest of it is on the table.

They say that sometimes you have to make a big big mistake in order to do things in the right way, and being wrong hurts, and sometimes they have the cost of loosing what you love the most, a frien, a family member, the opportunity to know someone new, the opportunity to know someone better, but they also say that mistakes are the only way to know who you are. As I said before, I dont believe in mistakes, I believe in experiences, although, when you lost the reason for you to smile, I guess that is good to reconsider that "I dont believe".

There is a reaction to every action, as Newton said, and, althought is almost imposible to say "I didnt know this would happen", there are some people out of reality that prefer not to see that law..

Anyways... something I tried to translate this from my spanish blog... if u can read spanish...

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